I just want to be carefree.
To not care about things that make me sad, to not let others bring me down, to be happy all the time, to do things I love, to not let something small spoil my day, to find someone to share my happiness with, to have fun with people I love, to forget people who hurt me before, to move on from people who left, to care about people who care about me, because society is that selfish.
I’m starting to realize life can be really simple and also complicating at the same time. At the end of the day, it’s how we make it worth living. So I’m not gonna worry anymore, whatever happens, happen. I have spent too much time worrying about this, worrying about that. Day after day, it finally hit me. Worrying every single day will not change anything, cause the next day I would be worrying, too. What’s the point of looking back all the time?
The fact that being treated the way I won't want to be treated is bothering me, alot, alot. I can't even go by a day without thinking about it and it hurts me to the core knowing that he doesn't care. Nevertheless, you can never make someone to like you. If they like you, they will whereas if they don't, then they won't. Yeah, it's hard to swallow the harsh truth but I have to do it. Time heals. It may seem hard now but I know in years to come, today might just be another page in our lives. Even though the heart is aching now, but smile. Smile even though your heart is hurting, smile even though your heart is aching. This is a part of growing up and making ourselves stronger. Just go with the flow, if it works out, it will. I’ll get there. And they always say, “The less you care, the happier you will be.” :)
